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the look in your eyes says you're walking away but i can tell that part of you still wants to stay the days get longer and the nights are so hard i feel so alone and i just want to be where you are i lose touch with reality whenever you leave cos each time you go you take a small piece of me the hours spent without you feel more like days i don't know how to move on, i think i'm slipping away hold tight be with me one last night breathe slow tell me you'll never let go the light in my life slowly starts to fade i know i'll never hold you in my arms again

the sinister look in your eyes it hurts so much to know you now i remember the better times i thought i could make it work somehow but suffering begins pain is setting in and what is it all for? the writing's on the wall goodbye sweetheart it always felt so wrong welcome fresh start i hope we'll get along the hurtful way that you smile you know that i'm torn apart inside you never cared about how i feel you say you loved me but you lied night is coming again the dreams are consuming my heart fills with despair i wake and there's no-one there time stood still for a while but the words just stuck in my throat

sweet as an angel divine in the twilight ethereal princess i dream of you all night a wonderous romance with a meeting of lost souls we kissed under the stars and you made me feel at home but every dream ends the nightmare begins again you were so good to me but you've changed since then you used to be my saviour now you don't even answer my calls i'm losing my mind without you but you don't seem bothered at all i wrap my hands around your throat then watch as you gasp and choke you say you don't want to be mine you won't be when i've taken your life i watch the last of your breath escape as your hope is slowly fading awa

sinking further fighting for breath tumbling deeper hoping for painless death darkness rising preparing my goodbyes falling further i'll never see sunrise drowning gasping praying losing my will to live fighting tearing betraying i'll never be free of this the morning brings new hope for me but all the days end tragically i'm losing my will to live i'll never be free of this

fill me with rage the anger simmering away just one false move and i'll lose it again you can't honestly say you meant it to be this way?! confessions spill from your spiteful mouth today in the hours that pass i will perform my 'ritual' i will hate you, then miss you, then need to be with you it's a painful cycle that i hope one day to break then i can leave you, ignore you, dismiss you the rising of the pressure in my veins signals something inside that explodes from me again is my heart giving out or is it just rage? i can't control myself, i want to dig your grave believe me, there are worse things than death honey